Anger

Anger: One of the emotions which has put me in trouble multiple times in the past. 


From breaking a window with my fist and cutting my own wrist in the process (when I was 11) to losing my best friend (when I was 23).


I have always had these MoMs since I can remember. 
MoM : Moments of Madness.


I thought I was past that phase of me now. That I had things under control, I thought I was getting good at curbing the anger whenever I can and not hurting others around me and in the process hurting myself. 


But then a day like this comes along. I am here banging on my keyboard when I rather feel like Banging my keyboard and walking out of here. Smashing the monitor, throwing it over the cubicle wall. Screaming a loud FUCK YOU to the world and walking out of here.


I am sitting here staring at my screen and still trying to curb my anger in writing by punching my keyboard when I would rather be somewhere else punching a Boxing Bag instead.


I need to get out of here. From this room, from this office, from this building.

THIS IS COSMIC (literally) BLASTING OFF !!!!!!!!