Another day and another post taken from one of my Emails to my colleagues.
This post was a response to an Email from my boss:
"What makes you content in life.. Money..Achievements & Recognition (Awards )..Or the smaller things ..like the cliched ‘good bottle of wine and a good book/movie’ or writing defect less code , going on crazy & adventurous trips etc
And more importantly ..when do you think you are content..Will you be able to realise it when you get there…will you stop your “Search for Happyness"
My Reply is below:
(There might be lots of typos and grammatical mistakes, which I don't want to correct, as this mail was written in the heat of the moment and I think should remain so.)
Content/Happiness/Satisfaction… Is a very nimble and rapidly changing State of mind
This state of Satisfaction varies with Time and situation in life.
A Normal Human being (including me) I can’t put a finger on a commodity, an achievement or a state if mind and say:
If I achieve “THIS” I would be satisfied with my life
The Mythical State of Nirvana, in this modern world is exactly that a MYTH
If I wanted to Generalize I would say something like below:
(And as it is true for most generalizations, this again might be false)
Assumption: The character in discussion here is a Male from a Middle class family and lives a more of less Common Lifestyle without too many extra-ordinary events.
Or in other words, A Mediocre Man’s life
If I was to plot the Level of Satisfaction with a Person’s age . Explanation below
(My first ever Excel Graph- So be kind)
Age |
Satisfaction
Percenrage |
Reasons/Comments |
1 |
100 |
When a child is young, I believe he is most satisfied.
His most pressing concern
is food and sleep.
|
5 |
90 |
As he grows a bit older, Priorities change and Materials/Articles and Immaterial
things like Toys, start taking Priority as well.
But even the Child is quite
satisfied
|
10 |
70 |
Around Age 10, the child’s satisfaction now beings to be manipulated and also
dependent on not only his, but his parents’ wishes as well.
They may take away
his toys, reduce his play time, not let him watch his favorite TV Show, if they
think that the Child needs to study more etc.
So now is the stage, when the
Level of Contentment is being stimulated, controlled and affected by other’s
wishes
|
15 |
50 |
At the onset of teenage, this is the stage when the child is now growing up.
The
child thinks of himself as a “Person”, capable enough of making his own
decisions and formulating and controlling his own path in life.
But at this
stage, the parents still conceive the teenager as a child, who doesn’t know and
understand the world around him. Who still needs their guidance and Holding
Hands to keep the child safe.
So this is also the stage of the greatest conflict
between a parent and child.
|
22 |
80 |
Around 22, I am assuming that the person is now educated and has also acquired a
job
(Yaa.. I know.. big assumption)
So he is at the onset of his new career,
about to embark on a new journey of his life, where he is finally not controlled
by his parents but gains the independence to make his own decisions and be free
|
25 |
50 |
But the same job which was satisfying to the person at 22 , starts to seem like
a hindrance, a diatribe to him now,
He wishes to move on, to break free to
bigger and better things in life,
He strives to bring a change to his boring
routine. This is also the time when for some the dreams of Grandeur begins,
When
the person starts to believe that he should do something to change the world,
something to shape the consciousness of the human kind.
Do something which makes
him matter as an human being
|
27 |
80 |
Around this age, let’s assume that guy gets married,
(And I am assuming a happy
marriage for him) so he is happy.
He is satisfied with his new job, his new
life, his new journey of life and this time with a partner
|
29 |
40 |
Now the person, who was once a child and content in his life, becomes a father,
and has a child of his own.
He is now worried about the well being of his child
and overwhelmed with the responsibilities that bringing a child into this world
associates with itself.
His life goes haywire. This is also the start of the
Constant phase of Dis-Satisfaction of his life
|
35 |
30 |
The first child is now in school and the second one is on its way.
The state of
anarchy continues.
|
45 |
40 |
The children now need to go to college, pursue higher studies in foreign
universities.
Our person is constantly trying to keep up with the Rat race and
is continuously losing and falling behind.
The needs and wants always seem to
outweigh what is available and plausible
|
60 |
70 |
Our person finally is at the end of his Rat Race, he has done it,
He has
completed his part of life.
His children are now settled in their jobs and roles
and responsibilities in life and finally the person has time to stop and take a
breath
|
80 |
60 |
And just when he thought that good times are here to stay.
His health starts to
fail him.
The constant medication-hospitals, and sometimes the children who now
don’t care about the person bring down his level of contentment
|
At the end he is finally happy and content, when he passes on from this world.
Its now that he is finally out of the race and reached his ultimate destination
But as one journey ends, another
begins, and now its his son’s/daughters time to go through the same vicious
cycle .
And the world moves on.
THIS IS COSMIC BLASTING OFF !!!!!!!!